Sunday, August 2, 2009
Monday, July 27, 2009
Firstly of all let me just give a shout out to my friend, Genevieve. To the person who has the same name as Madeline’s Dog XD! Happy Birthday! May your wishes come true! [Very Cliché] HAHAHA. Anyway here is Genevieve, on the right. LOLS!!
Okay, about today. It’s not really fun to come back to school today for some strange reason. I think it’s just that we have half-an-hour break. On the other hand, we finally get to experience AIR-CON after 12! Furthermore some strange things happened. Yi Wei wanted it to rain so that she didn’t have to attend P.E. Like an hour before PE lesson started, dark ominous clouds appeared. Then she was talking to Joanne and Nelia about their plans if it were to rain. Like about 5 mins later, I saw the Notice Board behind Joanne and Nelia start toppling down. Seriously, it’s quite scary. For a split second I didn’t know what to do. I then reached out my hand to stop the thing from toppling onto their heads. After that it was a mad frenzy of putting down the notice boards in the fitness area and catching Joanne’s foolscap paper which were blown away by the gust of wind HAHA!
Okay it’s very retarded, because the J1s who were in the canteen were helping us catch paper HAHA!
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
I want to come home when every one is sleeping and leave home while they're
still sleeping.
Code Red! : Avoid all contact.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Oh Kae.. I’m re-opening my blog. I don’t feel any inspiration to change my blog layout and skin, so I’m not going to. This goes out to the people who want to read. I don’t have a fascinating life like you guys, so pardon me for making these entries boring [:
I must say it’s been a very trying year since I last blogged. So many things happened! I must thank the friends who were with me all these while. I realised it’s time I stop grumbling about how people act. Instead, I should start thanking the people who have been supportive and willing to listen to me at times when I’m down. Life is full of surprises.
“Life is short; Eat desserts first” - Udders
Udders is not a person [I hope] , it’s a place where my class and I went to eat ice-cream at.
There is something that I must say... “Dance ended, unfortunately...”
I would missed the times we hanged out late in the studio and do crazy stretches, crazy routines, the times we laughed like crazy etc... Now that it’s over, it’s undoubtedly sad. I’m happy with how it all ended, my last day in the studio. I managed to do the HALO routine [Part from YouTube and Part from Self choreography] in front of the full length mirrors. Looks awesome! But it will forever be a routine and not an Item HAHA!
Now...About 08S25... Things certainly changed since the start of 2009. The class bonded more with some people and also grew out of some people. I think class outings will soon become awkward to some people soon. OH WELL!
Off Topic Session:
I’m pretty mad at one thing. 21 August [Friday], there is an Econs test until 6:30 PLUS! If I factor in the settling down time and collecting papers time it would end at 7++. On Saturday, it would be 22 August and I would want to celebrate my birthday with my family. So I want to celebrate with my friends on 21 or 23. BUT! 23 August is my cousin’s birthday which I will go to celebrate at my aunt’s house. I want to celebrate it with a group of friends [still don’t know yet] and go somewhere cool to celebrate [still don’t know where I want]. This is bad...real bad. How now Brown Cow??
PS: It’s time to mug like CRAZY! But please don’t end up suffering from depression. Please don’t. [:
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Perhaps this is going to my final post.
Meaning I'm going to stop blogging in here.
Anw this blog have very little replies haha.
I've decided to stop.
I'm starting afresh then.
Peace Out~
Saturday, September 20, 2008
But oh well,
I guess i kinda thought about it,
I have practice my Math like a lot! Lately..
Really Felt like there ought to be improvements.
I really feel I've neglected some stuffs. Firstly it's Math
I always loved Math, Never did I wanted to have Chem Over Math.
I calculated,
If i were to attain A for Chem Maths and Physics.
I will get 50 ranks points. Then later Divide by 90.
It is already 55 Rank points.
Enough to get Promoted.
Currently, I'm not relaly caught up with the fact of promotion.
I am caught in the worry of Being able to do well, or better and meet my standards..
Which i have failed.
Promos is like in one day time.
So effectively it is 30 days after my Birthday.
If you didn't realise. And it would be 31 days to Brandon's birthday from the start of Promos.
Well..Talking about Birthdays.
I guess it should be a known fact by now. That I seriously treat.
Birthdays and Presents as ultimate stuffs on earth.
I kinda Solely regard them as a one day thing.
Birthday is a 100% one day thing but Presents wise is a one month thing haha ^^
Apparently, If you rmb it was my birthday back then, and you bought me something.
You've got no reason to drag and drag the giving of present.
Not that I'm desparate for it.
But, the time and type of present you give means a lot to me.
If you don;t give me anything,
It's all right.(Unless you are a really good friend of mine..Hmm then i wonder yea.)
This shows : I dont really matter to you huh.
Consequently, If you buy.
I'll infer a lot on what you give.HAHA ^^
However, if you buy and forget to give.
Dont tell me you buy in the first place.
A month is seriously very wrong to start with. 1 WEKK still ok..
1 MONTH is outrageous.
I strongly feel that Anthony is like too much already.
To think that he thinkgs my birthday is 28...
Yea.. that 28 Aug is the birthday of his special person.
The worst part is..
it's after a month.
Though i really want to know what is it.
But right now I just don't want to care anymore.
If forgetting is what he always do.
Just forget about giving me anymore, because I'll just turn it down..
Thats the part of him I dislike A LOT.
Empty Promises.
So for all out there.
Dont give me empty promises.
Cause I really hate it.
I dont see a reason to why he should or he can forget.
It just tells me how unimportant it is to him.
So I guess there is really nothing much for me to say anymore.
Besides right now.. I strongly strongly feel.
I his tool.. his book..KINDA like Wikipedia.
Only during Mid years or Promos. I feel sooo needed. Or appreciated.
I know I have great friends.
I guess nothing can beat the friendship I have with Glen and John.
Memories trace back from a long period of time.
Though many contraints we had and all.
We still pull through.
I dont feel like a tool or whatever.
I dont feel burden. I'm just ME.
And I like it.
Haha talking about them. Made me realise.
Only John gave me presents on my exact birthday. I feel soo soo bad. Giving him his after this bithday. Even I told him I bought his present like WAY WAY ahead..
On the other hand, Glen has yet to give me mine since Sec3. LOL.
Well, If he doesn really bother. I've really got nothing to say. But somehow I know that the probability of him giving me one day is HIGH!.
Oh though I look towards having fanciful presents all the time.
John presents Keeps a clean record. Haha
Though it is nothing relaly fanciful.
But to me The msg on the present Means a lot.
OH MY! I misplaced John's present to me last year! It's not with me now. OMG
Got to find it soon.
as in like tml morning cuz it is late now..
Knowing that one month is ending..
There is no reason for me to accpet any presents la.
So until now, John seems to me as the best person you can have as a friend.
However, in like outings. I always feel neglected. So I dont really look forward to outings. Most of the time.
John is like Anthony's twin or something or the other way round.
They are very alike to the things they like, the things that they do.
So when they connect arh.
I just feel so akward.
Things like: Venom, food, hair, girls LOL etc etc.
They have the same kind of mentality.
So I'm different from them.
Having known that I dont have any thing in common with them. Sucks.
Somehow I do with that all 3 of them will read this post.
Before I write something else.
I know they do.. or 2/3 of them LOL!
Saturday, September 13, 2008
Look! THERE'S PINK up there for you. and her song is down there. HAHA.
I love her new single. It is titled as "So What"
Basically, i'm in love with this song. Maybe it is because, I decided to change?
Haha, PUNK ROCKER! well tried to make the look real.
But seriously it is really fun!
This song basically represents what i want to say right now.
"So so what?
I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves
And i don't need you
And guess what
I'm having more fun
And now that we're done
I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright, I'm just fine
And you're a tool
So so what?
I am a rockstar
I got my rock moves
And i don't want you tonight"
Cliques are never good for class bonding haha. It can ostracise people too.
But the fact is, people who are in cliques, don't really matter what they do to others indirectly.
But rather, they are happy with the people they are with.
Being in a clique is like fun, but on the other hand..
I'm just about everywhere.
Well, studying is boring especially when you feel like you are forcing yourself.
But then again when you strike out the topics on your revision board.
You see accomplishment!
So I do stuffs like appearing offline.
Well I kinda like that idea.
So that I can "say" I dont really know what is happening in your life.
I am allowed to say I don't know anything.
I can also prevent myself from getting involved.
Well that's for my old friends...Not literally old...
I'm tired of asking them how they're doing. So i stay offline. This is easier for me.
I will only come online for SAJC ppl I feel like talking to.
But i always end up talking to them in offline status.
But i'll online is someone do. Haha or maybe not..
On the side note.
I realise there are lots of things bothering me right now.
My mind can't escape from it. Well better not to escape.
Because it reminds me!
Sometimes I will forget too.
Okay this sounds damn random but...
I feel sorry for consellors.
They hear laments almost everyday.
Telling people with problems not to worry and consellors offer solutions.
But ever wonder what happens to the counsellor when he or she has problems?
Who are they going to consult?
Sometimes i wonder if there is another ME somewhere. Although it's not really good to know that there is another you out there somewhere.
Having so many issues in my mind seriously keeps me bothered by them
Yet I dont think i can turn to anyone.
Because no one wants to listen.
As in some who bothers, always end up side tracking to something different.
Or laugh about it. They dont really understand.
So I too see no point in confiding to them.
Some random stuffs:
Friends will exclude you from their life once they set their eyes on a potential someone and starts hanging out with them.
**LOL somehow i think this is so true.
I do see myself doing that only when it happens...
Here is a photo my class took during our service learning
(I look so happy. HAHA. Don't Know Why)
